Tumblr i have missed you/life is Crazy

Its been awhile since i have been on here, i have to admit i miss alot =/ So many things in my life has changed since i have been a tumblr addict. In a nutshell I’m going to be dad in 8 months, also possibly a felon in 1 month, i had my own house now i live with my GF, been finding out how financial shit works when you buy a new car. Pretty much been growing up at light speed. Oh and i have fully learned the definition of Stress, mentally and what it can do to you physically. There is just all of this going on in my life and i see how crazy it is and all these things that need to be done; Then i look out at whats going on in the world such as the boston bombing with those two brothers, the war, corrupt rich people that all they care about is money and will do anything to anyone to have as much money as they possibly can touch. I find my self Hating this world how its become, how its even lasted this long with such a corrupt species living on it. I also find my self loving it at the same time, like I’m going to have my own family how amazing is that. The kindness you can find in ppl even to total strangers. working at panda express has showed me alot of how ppl show diffrent levels of respect to other ppl. I’m sorry i havnt been on here for awhile so im throwing way to many different things into this at once. but if you read this thank you for your time and i would love your feedback. I hope you have a great night

I feel like a piece of shit, then its gets worse then i feel like piece of shit for feeling like a piece of shit. It’s a never ending circle.